Monday, January 28, 2008

sour winter blues

when the risk gets increasingly greater than the reward
when you realize you're sinking into the depths you created
when the anxiety is no longer impending but overwhelming
when the veil of naivety is suddenly lifted
when the excitement of the future is no longer inclusive
when you should have known better all along
when it hits you that your worth is less than you thought
when you realize "nothing" applies to you too
when you wonder often, how it will end
when you prepare yourself for the shock and the blow
when your detachment begins in self defense
did you sabotage it from the start?

--anon--